Fear of Unknown

My heart is sinking
what's this feeling

Hands are trembling
while I am typing

My mind is saying
something I am leaving

What's this happening
I am left out thinking

Why the blank walls I am staring
at tell me something is missing!!!

What's the planning
What destiny's defining

Where am I going
What am I doing

Will I be high flying
& happily high fiving

or I'll be left out sighing
& get punished for trying