Fear of Unknown

My heart is sinking
what's this feeling

Hands are trembling
while I am typing

My mind is saying
something I am leaving

What's this happening
I am left out thinking

Why the blank walls I am staring
at tell me something is missing!!!

What's the planning
What destiny's defining

Where am I going
What am I doing

Will I be high flying
& happily high fiving

or I'll be left out sighing
& get punished for trying

Imprisoned

Imprisoned I am, in a cage named society
Destined to live my life as they want it to be.

Can't make any move, without being noticed,
Can't go anywhere, all alone and free.

Walls and shadows of darkness, that is all around,
Nothing else, nothing more, which I can see.

I try not to care for what others think or say,
But hv always ended up caring for, & this is how its gonna be.

Love V/s Ego

Hurt, helpless & defeated,

having lost the strength to fight,

a heart so afraid to put any more efforts

makes my love to surrender weakly to your ego!!!

Break Free

Break free, shut the door & live on your own - alone!!!
no expectations, no disappointments, happily life will go on n on...

My own quiet time...

Walking on the sea shore,

listening to the waves sound,

happily lost in thoughts, all alone,

none in the sight, none around.

Having my own quiet time,

forgotten about all the wounds.

having put all my worries at bay,

enjoying this solitude aloud!!!

Khwahish

ये आरजू नहीं कि किसी को हर पल याद आऊं मैं,

नहीं तमन्ना किसी को तडपाने की भी मुझको

ख्वाहिश इतनी है कि जब भी किसी को याद आऊं मैं

एक प्यारी मुस्कान बनके उसके होंठो पे बिखर जाऊ मैं.